BELIEVE ME, yall
i know i need help.
i never posted my writings because i could only
hear
my parents saying
"why would you write this"
the last time i saw my dad it was to drive me to the E.R.
i cried most of the time and apologized
i said
"this is only going to work if you don't ask me any questions"
and then he drove me like an uber driver because it was
the
only
way
i
could
stand
being
in his
presence
without some unspoken pressure to succeed
what happens when you dangle the carrot of emotional affection
without ever saying "i love you" ?
how will the child know that you're proud?
how will the child ever measure up to an image YOU had for them to be?
why did crystal smitherman go into politics? does she really want to be a politician?
or are older black men jaded by what the world stole from them?
so they push their daughters
to do what they couldn't
because women are the only reason
ANYBODY
is alive.
control a woman and you can
do
whatever
you
want.
because society hasn't proved that wrong yet.
that steve martin sketch with aidy bryant pissed me off so much
but it's because it was supposed to.
please, SNL, steal me away from this pain.
only media understands me.
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