wake me up

october is wild 

and it's only the beginning

i can't quite remember

who's losing or winning

i'm stuck in one stop

constantly spinning

a loading error

gone wrong

but, with someone,

i'm twinning

catapult me into the world

i'm tired of sitting

string me up, like a girl

(if you think that's fitting)

i know what i want

so why must i beg?

i'm not a  savant

but i drink up the sledge

sorry for opening the door 

while we're moving

i just wanted to leave

it's not like we're losing

i'm only scared

when people tell me 

to be

i'm not afraid

despite what it

seems

please give me space

while i process

and panick

but check on me some

cause i'm way more

than manic