i can't stop trying

 i've come to learn that romance is not for the faint of heart.

if you don't take the time to ask your partner what they trully want, you will never understand each other. you'll try. for a time. 

you'll keep guessing and trying and guessing and trying until they get tired of your attempts.

or maybe they aren't tired of your attempts. maybe they're still amused.

but if they're still amused, why aren't they trying to give any hints?

why am i supposed to just keep guessing what you want?

aren't we adults enough to vocalize exactly what we want?

i know i'm not dumb and i know he isn't either.

so why can't we both just reveal our hands?

i know exactly what the fuck i want from him.

is he scared...?