Tuesday, June 11, 2019

time out

mysteries aside, this is the beginning of light
enigmas galore, enemies ducked out of sight
people always say you gotta stay lit, gotta stay high
but what if i just wanna sit in the dark to have a good cry?
not because i'm sad or things didn't go my way
but maybe it's because that's how i end my day
after rubbing elbows with the small town elite
i slink back to my cave to lazily beat my meat
secluded but dripping in self-satisfaction
anything to get my mind off loving your distraction
i bubble and burst when you walk through the door
i scream and roll around on the floor
i've damaged my goods because i'm too anxious to stop
as i dip and i dance, floating in mismatched socks
the time we spend worrying, trying to please the few
is energy better spent obsessing over you
no wait, that's unhealthy, i should keep to myself
oh, fuck it, just give my space so, alone, i can melt.

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