Wednesday, July 5, 2017

ode 26: why the fuck u lying

eyes awake but brain asleep
he prays to lord for soul to keep
should i die before i wake
i regret that we didn't try to take
what we had, turn it to gold
instead we slumbered, while it got sold
peddled off, in some other love birds' den
while it washes away, from the tip of this pen
you can't miss what you didn't have
so maybe it's better, instead of making him mad
cause if you shove him open, go for broke
...well, what's to lose? you're both now woke
from unspoken feelings to texting mad
we both apologized...so why feel bad?
cause our time feels wasted, snorted away
we sit in silence tho there's so much to say
"why do you think you're the only thing valid?"
or "why do we need to be quiet, i'm writing your ballad"
the things i wish about when we're both in here
how i don't mind being alone but you put my mind in gear
making plans to leave, but always get stopped
the bad ones are gone...is it time to step up?
you've got opportunity here, a chance to rise
if it's not about the money, lay down the guise
you like to feel needed, so why would you go?
they're desperate for bodies, you shouldn't say no
you stand to make money, to balance your work
to really step up, to have your second birth
you're afraid of commitment, that much is true
but is it really that bad? or is it just you?

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