children of aquarius

because what's the world without enigma
aware of the glory but falling in the magma
feeling too lit cause you got too high
unaware that your second guess is a lie

you won't hold tight to your own self be true
instead you blink and watch as others find their truth
and you're stuck on you! you're stuck on youth,
you strive for glory and just smoke the keef

when will you learn?
when you lose another to the Goddess's ground?

maybe hope for pain, hope there's some way you'll love again
when you don't feel a thing, and you can't find a ring
when you're single forever, totally able to suffer anything

but you stay fierce, free to kiss anyone you please
sure it seems ideal, until you don't know what's real
the reel of fortune, when you love what you do

you just win and win and keep moving forward
don't look at the back's you've stepped on, their lives are boring

i guess i'm trying to absolve my human traits
the desire for immortality and hating to wait

there's only so many times you can hit the wall,
come out broke and bruised but still deny the fall.

arks

right beside the forgotten night
lies the beaten, rightful path
without that light, moving forward seems insane
your perky tenacity must burst through the veil

technology utilized but method altered
because without a leg to stand on
you're just a chest

a beating heart thriving to function
but if love does not exist for you
how can you love someone else?

it's not a secret; true love comes from
a place of recognition,
a place you've seen before,
in you For You,
or else how will you see it?

it will feel faint, detached, unrivaled
every brief second date
feels like forever because you're
wondering
if this is the one
and instead of experiencing
you judge, point fingers at flaws

crawl back into your hole
and brood until another one
falls into your lap.

cupboard

lemons dare and hope defeated
handle with care and soon retreated
the usual, then? we got you now
the freshest brew, so often not found

his voice pushes, urges me to see
he smiles and looks and I pretend not to see
you pretend you're flirting with countless others
you show much interest so they feel non-smothered

we smile together, we create the dream
the hint of impossible but tracing the seam
the little knit that keeps us drawn
the winding bit that dangles at dawn

I see you glancing, I feel your heat
I'm not sorry, I won't retreat

we dance past, hold back the truth
we hope for love as we leave the roost
smirking some and winking at few
getting caught up in rhythms of blue

liquor dreams, sanctioned off well
homely encounters meant to dwell

I hope we dance and I hope we compete
until that day, I'm doomed to repeat

bumper to bumper

coming down for fateful rent
rest your eyes now the day is spent
curl up neat next to your brother
close your eyes and wallow together

celebrate your time or what we have left
endless nights filled with regret
not the kind you can speak on
but the words that you forget to sleep on

record your dreams and decorate your space
after all, you don't want to leave a trace

stinging nettles and laborious days
lonely nights fading to a haze
i remember our times and my erroneous ways

now i'm cooped up, ready to spring
fuck the watch, I'll get more bling

cigarettes drowning and speaking in tongues
smoke up a lot and cough out a lung
remember the silence as you strive for sober

it's time to wake up
we ain't never getting older

weak

heaven's alive and god is real
she breathes in us every day
she holds us close until we reveal
what troubles keep us at bay

she's in the air, she's in the trees
her love can know no bounds
her call is 'love!' and her heart is freee
with her, there is no out of bounds

i heard her in the farthest land
er call won't be ignored
she finds you at your weakest point
she's never leave you bored

she lives and laughs among us
her tinkling giggle is on your breath
she's in the snow, she's in the rain
she kisses you on the neck

but My Goddess is fierce,if you treat her well
her smallest touch feels more powerful
than sexy times spent in the bed
unless she's also in your partner

so, at least, if all else fails
you at least sent out you favors

the get-by

Be Your Own Daddy
hold yourself accountable
Be Your Own Daddy
don't take things so personal
Be Your Own Daddy
so you can boss yourself around
Be Your Own Daddy
push your own nose to the ground
Be Your Own Daddy
lay out the laws for what you cannot do
Be Your Own Daddy
the maze was meant for you
Be Your Own Daddy
don't get caught in mania
Be Your Own Daddy
hold the key to your own freedom

choir tour bus

years have come and years have passed
i missed you and you're here at last
to smoke, to chill, to goof around
to play at your house above the ground

your hair, your skin, your nose, your lips
your thighs, your smile, your eyes, your hips
we were younger then, shit, we're young now
but it feels like i've been blessed

to see you today and go to your place
to hang out with all the fry bits

to smoke with you and see your face
right before my dinner shift

we could go out! i'll get you drinks
and have a great night of our own
as long as i don't get overwhelmed with kinks
then my secret cover might be blown

cause i liked you then! shit i like you now

frida kahlo ass

beanie cause you got a hair day
slapping ass while on the line
smiling when i call you bae
or we sit together to dine

i like your voice and i like your jokes
you're the server i wanna see
your brains and your skills stay woke
you're more beautiful than the eye can see

i see no flaws but that's my problem right
i imprint upon validation
well damn, you're pretty in every ligt
and i adore our conversation

it's constant teasing plus back and forth
and we both like sex "a bunch"
i like you a lot but i'm not really worth
the privilege of tasting you for lunch