uhh

bellowing soft, whispering roar
barely untossed, i think i need more
betting on the wind
think i can ascend
an all-together blend
these lessons will rescind
on messages i press send,
you might hear i like a benz
i'm caught up on the trends
except that i don't have friends
that will be there for my mend
they let me go out on these bends

think about yourself, and pick up a pen
write what you want to do moving forward,
what you gonna do to try to make it happen, how, and when
you wanna know what i did to make this all happen?
i listened to the wind


- naw, lemme think about it -

i might need to go back again
i chase after guys who look like fukn ken
but you know how i really like my men?
chubby, pepperoni nipples and barely five foot ten
i should really lay off all this zen
cause i'm flighty like a wren
-asking if i bite? ooohh, i think i can -
i'm not looking for a man
unless we're getting really tan
on a coast or an island
to watch me play volleyball in the sand
think you know me? ya i'm trans
yeah, i wasn't born a man
boosting up testorone, bumping down estrogen
genderfluid, really, i would prefer if you call me them
i swear on satan by it, written here in this hymn
-y'all my weed is busted, i'm still still picking out all the stems -

think about yourself, and pick up a pen
write what you want to do moving forward,
what you gonna do to try to make it happen, how, and when
you wanna know what i did to make this all happen?
i listened to the wind


i barely eat now and i'm never on a cleanse
i've been a server, dog, please stop taking all my pens
i'm barely a four cause i got the baby face, what the hell is up with all the tens?
i believe in karma, dog, so when will i start paying for all my sins?
i'm pretty sure i'm empath, cause when we're chillin, man i always got a sense
stop projecting your bullshit, cause you making me tense
man i hella miss the water, i swear i swim with fins
unless it's open water, then i'm sinking in
i think i need some water, i think i got the spins
life is all a game that we're dying to win,
before you out a friend, or go smokin in,
take the time to ask, where did this all begin?

think about yourself, and pick up a pen
write what you want to do moving forward,
what you gonna do to try to make it happen, how, and when
you wanna know what i did to make this all happen?
i listened to the wind


lemme scream wingapo daddy while we paint with the colors of the wind
seize the day if you type a text, just press send
i've had my heart broken too, just like you, i'm always on the mend
please hit me up if you think we be more than friends
but don't be afraid to tie me up and put me in a swing
i'm lookin for more than just a ring
i'm lookin for my eternal king
someone who i love, who is my everything
But like lizzo said i have everything inside of me
i am the king of me
i differ drastically
i'm so dramatically
mad at everything
you are my everything
i'm living here post-traumatically
please don't be mad at me
you're so drastically
boring me
i'm trying to live poetically
fuck living conservatively
y'all are ruining everything
i can't stand our economy 
but it's still a part of me
i hope i please you aestethically
i don't want a wedding registry
just take me out fukn thrifting
let's go out drifting
or maybe sand sifting
fuck, just be interesting 
don't forget that wedding ring
i'll be your wettest daydream
and you'll be all i see 
if you play ping pong, boy please
i'll beat you two out of three
support your local bumblebee
don't cut down those trees
i can't stop yelling
treat your kids ethically
don't do meth, smoke trees
let your body fly, let your soul out to breathe
don't be afraid and always listen to your dreams
never tell that there's something up your sleeve
i'm bad at staying, gettin good to sensing when to leave
always lost playing in the land of make believe