Linger

blasphemous bickering is best if banter
nevermind the meaningless maneuvering of matter
take me inside so you can sip on my woes
I'll try not to cry when facing your foes
I'm blistering, beaten, binding my time
searching for meaning at the end of a line
I'm wretched and empty now that you've gone
but at least I'll remember you here in this song
(musical riffs, drum stuff, slow melodic crooning)
I need you
I'll steal you
I feel you
I bleed blue
(slow down pace, return to first melody?)
bitter boys clamber to feel your eyes
but you turn them away after they lie
I'm sure one day you'll make a beautiful bride
if only it were me who could be by your side
I'm fueled by our fiction I can't begin to explain
I'm feeling a friction from fanning your flame
our melodic mixture disguised as your pain
I won't know how to feel until I taste the rain
the birds in the clouds remind me to fly
this isnt the end, this is not how I Die
(more riffs, a solo or something idk I don't know what I'm doing) (slow fade out, whisper/singing the """"chorus"""??)
I'll steal you
I feel you
I bleed blue

spent

gliding gracefully into the gallows
slyly stumbling into singled out shallows
we emerge, sweating, gasping for air
we blush, turn away, trying not to stare
as others pop up, like waves in the sea
as salt crash and corrode what used to be.
you keep 'moving forward' by stomping in the sand
never knowing you're boring, never knowing you're bland
cause absolute power corrupts, absolutely
and though the day is green, this is no time for dookie
don't be a nimrod when you're up to shenanigans
the sun burns through and through, the lights are on again.
we've opened shop, to embrace the lonely
too bad i'm broke, lost, and comely
maybe it's better that things went this way
maybe i should stop saying 'good day'
then again, there's power in saying NO
(plus i really don't wanna share my b l o w)
so for now, i'll keep chugging, until the day is spent
then wake up too late to do it all again

klutz

calamity prevails
while justice asails
i think i'm having a heart attack
when you don't hear me wail
as i struggle to fail
i think i've reached the end of my sack
like a rat chasing his tail
i forgot to post bail,
when can we get another pack?
i'm getting a little stale
from hoping for mmail
i wish you had some kind of tact.
i'm feeling up on your rail
like i'm trying to read braille,
fuck i hope i'm on the right track

the culling

i creep and creep,
hoping to be seen
my eyes will glitter
when i find a seam
to rip, to tear, to bite until
i've fed enough and had my fill
it's coming, right??
on this humid night
this errant fright,
this frightful flight
i've got the sight
oh please be right
give me the night
go to the light

if you live like 'shoot on sight'
i'll be your goddess of delight
i'll rule your kingdom of the night
and i'll never stop burning bright
we should do this, do this, do this right?
please stop ducking out of sight
better be careful cause i bite
but only if we're kind of tight
i'll protect you with all my might
but...i've never been in a fight?
kinda awkward, like i'm dwight
fuck a car, let's take a flight

adopted

sister? a brother?
a whole different mother?
searching for another?
are you an up-abover?
did you forget to pass the butter?
and y'all didn't use a rubber?
gotta make myself a flubber
so i can stop being a pay-stubber
gotta sweat off all this blubber
so i can find another lover

unsatisfied

squeamish and surly, i think i'm too early
your muscles are burly, got me unfurling
there's no such thing as girly, my gender is a swirly
i just wanna see what's inside a palm tree
i'll try my hand at palmistry
i dont need your fuckin ministry
i'm stylish in my memory
that manbun is so glimmery
cute boys make me jittery
i can't stop this soliloquy
come join me in my misery
check out this earrings - glittery
i'll give my own eulogy
while you snack on the brie
yeah, that's a type of cheese
you like my beard? thanks, it's the T
and alabama raised ya better pass the sweet tea
there's so much more to me
i need more for me

blast off

fuck the flavor, what's in the layers?
firing muh lasers, making that paper
i'll see you later, you still owe me a favor
i just wanna taste you, please pass the capers
i'll keep you safe, ah, i'm the cheapest labor, ah
pass the turkey baster, i just wanna savor
got my boots laced up, i'mma find a way out
i just wanna lay out, catch some sun and bake up
i don't wanna wake up, you got that liquid luck, ah
i used to watch harry potter, ah, patronus is an otter
i need a cap of water, like a lamb to the slaughter
i'm just your bullet fodder, you should really watch The Cobbler
i wanna learn to solder, i'm such a fuckin pothead
don't ever do delotted, unless you already got it
this ticket's hella modded, i wonder what the plot is?