Wednesday, November 30, 2016

don't vote

i should apologize for not exercising my free speech
i should apologize for not voting for someone we'll impeach
i should apologize for making my vote out of reach
i should apologize for not staying near the beach.

it's all said and done - he's already won
yeah we elected trump who's a fkn chump
we also got pence who's a fkn menace

even so, even though we have such fag hags
LGBT & gained rights, HRT & turn off the lights
i can't say i'm sorry that i didn't vote
i have no regret and now we're in a moat

clawing for normalcy as he prepares for presidency
your vote does matter, it's clear to see

if more like me had gone to the polls
those who voted third or just voted like trolls
we might get third party if the system is willing
america is divided and prophecies fulfilling

i should be scared but i can't say i am
because i'm a piece of shit who deserves nothing, fam

i'm all for rights because it's fkn fair
but i've done nothing to deserve such a splendid affair

maybe now it will happen, what i was put here to do
have the shit kicked out of me, maybe shot up too

but the wind stopped blowing so i wonder if
that's not really my cause, not really my shit.

was i put here to silence all the doubtful faces?
or was i put here to challenge the divide between races?

was i created to find love in a storm?
was i created to reach my final form?

be a transman - one that rises in ranks
eventually gain power, with everyone to thank
lead the revolution, become a symbol of
atheists worldwide, not even sent from above

become a politician to fuck with the system
to abolish kim & monetary resistance

i've got too many friends, so many held dear
to not become something, to say the end is near

with trump as president and the road made clear
time for change is now, there is no room for fear

so let him have it, let him run us into the ground
because if we make it that far, change will be found

not in the pockets of billionaires
but sitting at home, braiding the hairs
of cute little white girls and giggling with gays
of yeast infections and louder daze

of clean kitchen sinks and abandoned lawyers
i'll be the change i want to see in the world
you can't even stop me, let's go for a while

mcdonald's

can't stay sober long enough to order
giggle with the girls, stuck on the border

get me a ten piece and a big mac too
i'm too high for this and you should be too

so let's smoke a blunt in the parking lot
workers might join me in my parking spot

beautiful ladies with weaves so long
cautious fellows who are never wrong

machine is down, of course it is
but really you just don't wanna drizz

drizzle my drank, fill up my cup
i want a mcflurry, that machine is up

who won't you clean it?
why are you so rude?
i'm sittin, here, fiendin'
don't make me get an attitude

i know it works, i want the cream
don't tell me no cause i got a dream

that ONE DAY MCFLURRIES WILL BE AT HAND
that ONE DAY, MY FRAPPE WON'T BE SO BLAND

please don't tell me the machine is broke
you're supposed to clean it, pls get woke

getting over the fp

interviews
out the wazoo
excited for opportunities
cigarettes left my bunny tease
shit i want this broccoli
but i ain't got a greasy tee

gave my bowls to a boy
got him hung up on a new toy
we did well while we had a chance
but sexy brown boy didn't wanna dance

moved on quick tho,
movin' on to a better 'ho
he got them noah bennett specs
and threatens to put that hand on my neck
amused by my kinks
i'm caught up with his dirty links

short daze

chuckle warm
giggle worm
flaccid days
choking baes

gentle soul
lentil whole
jewish girls
nappy curls
volleyball
tightest call
off the net
marmoset

i like to move it, move it
you like to groove it? prove it
sharpie stank
thickest bank
khalessi queen
i want some tea
father of dragons
cum inside me
quiet power
forgotten dreams
lit up in smash
ok let me be

balance lights
jeans too tight
smash me right
freddy's fright night

or toke 'til calm
i need some lip balm
cigarette smoke
let me think
get that turn up
so we can drink

when we first met

ground me out
pound me down
should i just dive in?
should i just jive then?

lack of guilt, fresh start
loss of awareness, that kush part
clambor for attention
giggle out the tension

groan in my ear,
whisper my fears.
bend me over
fuck me like we're lovers

i feel you from here
lick inside my ear
i only swallow, never spit
unless we talkin bars, i'm lit

come up on me like some black weeb
let's throw down, play smash like dweebs

you make me feel like i matter
eat me out like a fruity platter

i won't get lost this time
unless i'm tryin' to find a rhyme
search and search as we get lost in touch
let's fucking share til we fall in love

oops, that's too much, right?
fuck it, we're gonna be alright

four hours? you fuckin' kiddin me?
i ain't done that since i was 1 - 3
talking to boys, no wait men
i'm sort of a slut now but definitely was then

i regret nothing, everything's good
life's an experience, cherish all moods

spin me a tale, sing me a song
fondle my bum, this can't be wrong.

let me be your motivation
grind up on you, don't be complacent
call me out but let me breathe
or choke me out, don't let me leave

ball's in your court boy, or should i say man
responsibility is hot as fuck, i'm your biggest fan

criticize your art? how about nah
fantasize your dende? how about yah

i like you more than i should
caught up in the 'could'

i gotta warn you now,
i gotta daddy problems
so don't take a bow
but feel free to treat me like a fem ;)

Tuesday, November 29, 2016

stained pavement

when she's whispering and you can't ignore
when she knocks you down and calls you a whore

she says you're an animal plagued by childish desires
she begs you to pay attention and open your eyes
she sends leaves past you, billowing in tornadoes
she waits and screams to let the fuck go.

she watches and taps fingers to the cloud
bursts of thunder as you try to dance around
you should listen and yet you fight & yell
you breathe and scream and she rings a bell

the one that it's time to eat, time to drink
time to suck a cock and try to think.

other days she says 'fuck you' and won't tell you unless you listen
you try to move the way you think you're supposed to
but if you don't hear her voice, where are you even going?

don't imagine many people actually hear
if they actually put their butts in gear

i suspect i'm one of (still) many others
who respect the wind from Nature's Mother

i'm not naive enough to think i'm the most important
but i am dreaming like i've built her a fortress.

can you show me


i told you i was off from work
in hopes for a little flirt
i told you to sing in the rain
while i circled down the drain
your responses slow and your silence grows
our experiences are not the same.
i want you to open more
let me show you the world
i like that you have control
fragile as a little bird
let me chase you carefully
pique your interest indefinitely
i'm sorry that i rocket through
all the bases and try to pressure you
i'm a slave to my emotions
my follies are like my daily lotion
i take and give but mostly take
when i smoke weed, i feel so fake
i want to talk but i want to listen
receive and give validation
can we remember where we've been?
or will we travel 'til the end?
tease me til i take a bow
please feel free to dance in my house.